The Return

I turn to forgive. I thought I had forgiven all there was to forgive....but then I hear my thoughts yelling loud and clear; I told you so. Why didn't you listen?!! ........and back I go again; did I truly let her go? Yes. Full stop. With every fibre of my being I let her go and I wished her peace and absolute freedom. Did I truly forgive her? Pause.......no....cuz' I cannot forgive myself.....and so a new journey begins.....